October 11, 2020 § Leave a comment
Much later, after dinner yesterday, we dropped my wife home and I returned to our friends’ place for a sleepover. She was happy to get some space from me after I almost went back to a medicine for anxiety and depression that I’d given up three weeks ago. Earlier in the evening she and my friends had persuaded me to not take it.
When we told our son I was having a sleepover, he wanted to as well so he stayed with me. My friend and I went for a walk close to midnight and when we came back, we were all ready to sleep.
So I’m still off the drug I stopped and now into the fourth week since I stopped. There aren’t any highs yet while my mind is getting clearer by the day. The lows are really tough now though, without the crutch of the medicine that used to dull me to everything.